Relfections / Thoughts: I don't care if I'm selfish
June 14, 2022 Approximately 3years after that incident I was able to gather my thoughts and reflections and put them into writing. Here it is: I don't care if I'm selfish. After putting people first for the longest time and being disappointed I deserve to do whatever makes me feel happy. All my (teenage) life I lived according to what others told me how to live. Because that is right, and " godly ". But time has come and the universe taught me that I know exactly what I want, I know exactly what I need, and I know exactly what I have to do with this borrowed life of mine. That it is I whom being borrowed for this life, not them. That I just need to listen more to myself . There's a part of me that got tired of being ignored all my life. It's the things that I truly want to do/try, and the things that I do not want to do at all. I felt being trapped inside that four corners of a room. Blindly following , not just because of respect but also because of